IDK

I decided to start blogging again. At first I thought blogging was a dumb idea, but it is basically and simply documenting life. My life is complicated and if you want to read about it... that is fine. My life has come to what feels like a stagnant pool. I go to work. I come home. I sit in front of the t.v like a fat dumb and happy American. Am I truly happy? Am I stuck in an existential crisis? I wonder why things don't change for me, but I know why. I just don't do anything about it. I think this is why America has come to the between that which resides among  the rocks and  hard places.  What do I do? To change I must get up and choose to do something else. What that something else is i do not know. Let's see what happens.